Shivani Kumari's Uncle Harassed in her childhood?

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Bigg Boss OTT season 3 contestant Shivani Kumari has always been open about her life and the troubled life she has witnessed since childhood. In the recent episode, the Youtuber got emotional talking about her life and the challenges she faced while growing up. She shared with Naezy and Vishal Pandey how she never got love from her mother and she was treated as a burden.


During the conversation, Naezy asked her about how she got any idea to start with her Vlogs, Shivani said, "I would watch a lot of videos and I loved acting.

Mere gaon mein VCR chalti thi pehle aur mere saamne hero heroine acting karte the, toh main bhi unke jaise karne ki koshish karrti thi. I would often think main kaise karungi, kaise banoongi inke tarah. I didn't even have a phone with me. I was not even allowed to study because my mother thought education is of no use for girls because at the end of the day they have to work in the kitchen, get married and have kids. I was just one year old when my father passed away. I struggled a lot in life.

My mother wanted to have a son as she already had three daughters. She wanted a boy as she felt he would make her name. She threw me away as she didn't want a daughter again. I would not get medicines even if I would bleed from my mouth.

Shivani gets emotional and starts crying. She adds, "Jab hum khud ki zindagi ke taraf dekhte hain na bhai toh bahut rona aata hai ke hum yahan kaise aagaye. Jab hum ye sochte hain alag baith ke, bus dheere dheere phone leliya, ghar ka anaaj bech ke. Mummy ne mujhe diya tha ke fees bhar dena school ke. Jitni bhi padhayi humne kiya hai, woh khud ke dum par kiya hai. Kaise bhi Hindi, hum padhe ( When I look at my own life, brother, it makes me want to cry thinking about how I got here. When I sit alone and think, I remember slowly selling off household grains to get a phone. My mother had given me money to pay school fees. Whatever education I have pursued, I have done it on my own. No matter Hindi, whatever I got I just studied. All my other family members are illiterates)."

She further opened up about her mother and how she never got love from her, "Mummy ne mujhe kabhi pyaar nahi kiya, mujhe ghar se pyaar bhaiya ek percent ka bhi nahi mila ke ladki hai, hogayi paida theek hai. Main ye sab jhelte jhelte, yahan tak aagayi. Joh Maine sapne dekhe the usmein mujhe success mil gayi. Joh main karna chahti thi woh main kar rahi hoon. Mujhe yahan Batdameez ka tag de diya hai , woh mujhe andar se bahut kharab laga.Main chah ke bhi in sabse badtameezi se baat karungi. Joh mere upar beetti hai, mujhe bus aisa lag Bigg Boss mujhe ghar se bahar nikal de, ye tag bardaash nahi paa rahi (My mother never loved me, and I never received even one percent of love from my family because I am a girl. I have endured all this and reached this point. The dreams I had, I achieved success in them. I am doing what I always wanted to do. Being labeled as 'rude' here has hurt me deeply. Despite wanting to, I will never be able to speak rudely to everyone here. Whatever I went through that day, I just feel that Bigg Boss should have evicted me from the house; I couldn't bear this tag anymore)."

Naezy and Vishal appreciated her efforts and praised her. Vishal even hugged and consoled her. While complimenting Shivani, Naezy shared how after hearing her journey, it has inspired him.

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